Wednesday, May 25, 2011

8 months pregnant

 I can hardly believe I am in my third trimester and just came in to my 8th month. I decided to take 2 courses in the summer at USC because I wanted to take lesser units in the fall when my baby is a newborn. It will already be hard to leave her and I didn't want to be gone in school/internship for more time than I have to. But, I know it will make the rest of my pregnancy go by faster and interesting. The two classes I am taking are Psychopathology and Diagnosis of Mental Disorders as well as Leadership in the Social Work Professions and Organizations.  So far these classes have been very interesting.

Being in class for 8 hours is the downfall, but good thing this summer session ends June 28. That's 2 weeks before I'm due! So far I have enjoyed her random kicks and reading and singing to her with Enoch. My favorite part has been when Enoch reads to her from the Friend magazine. I know he will be such a great father.  I love that he makes me laugh and has been so supportive throughout my pregnancy. We took pictures about 2 weeks ago at Laguna Beach.  I go to the doctor on Friday to get an ultrasound so we'll see how big she has gotten:)








     

 

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Done, done!

"With realization of one's own potential and self-confidence in one's ability, one can build a better world." -Dalai Lama
 
   I can't get enough of the fact I'm done with my first year of grad school at USC. I loved learning about myself, my family and human beings. I loved being back to school after 2 years of not immersing myself in books, and expanding my knowledge in a classroom setting. I grew so much from my internship at the health care clinic in Boyle Heights. It was such a good experience to work with doctors, nurses, and other personnel in a clinical setting. My clients came from all walks of life, I conducted several types of interventions ranging from Cognitive Behavioral Therapy to Play therapy.
 
    But, everything must come to an end and while there were so many positive experiences there was also so much stress and sacrifice involved. I have never struggled so much in school like I did this last semester. The pressure to maintain high grades and being pregnant was very draining. Coming home from internship and working on 15 page papers was exhausting! What kept me going was the fact I knew and know this is what God wants me to do. I know He carried me through those long, endless nights studying and writing papers. And I know He will continue to help me in my next challenge as a mother and last year in grad school.

  Last week I managed to take a break from finals to see the Dalai Lama. He spoke to a crowd of 5,500 on the importance of individual happiness,  happy families, happy communities and a happy world.  I'm grateful for people who spread the message of happiness around the world.
                              
This is where I spent my days studying, the Leavy Library

The Dalai Lama at USC